Deep in thought

I am currently undergoing self-assessment, which is something I often do when things don't turn out the way I want them to.

I've been thinking that maybe our relationship is not at its peak right now, mainly because S plays a major part in it.

I think it is so wrong that every time we argue with one another, we no longer have long talks. Sex always solves our disagreements.

Plus, another realization just hit me: if we go on spending our money on checking in once a week, how will we be able to save up for our future?

I need answers. I need the willpower to be able to apply these answers. But I can do this. I know I eventually will.