Just like the first time

It is true that you will never forget your first kiss, and of course, your first night.

However, there is that one kiss, that one sexual act that takes you back in time and brings you to the first time you have experienced love and heaven being in the same place as you two are.

Just like last night. My body was with him, my heart was where it always has been (albeit swelling with happiness and pure bliss), but my mind, well, it took me back in time where we had only a vague idea of what making love means, and there was only him, and me, and the night that we are about to share. What we have that very first night, was each other, and our bodies to surrender to one another.

First night is often associated with devirginizing, but it wasn't true in our case. It was only submitting to the wonder and curiosity of how each other would look without clothes on. Of admiring God's work, and giving in to nature.

I loved how last night went. While we were used to having wild sex these past few months, it was still possible to have comfortably sweet sex.